BronClay wrote:^^^ There's some great stuff above. Thank you. I try not to compare and allow my insecurities to live, but there's a major battle going on in my mind and for my heart right now. I wish I didn't think these things at all, but it seems as if I cannot stop them. I wish, more than anything, that I could.
I admitted to my wife last night that when I was single, or even when we were in a relationship, that my greatest insecurity was myself, and now it is the ability to please her. I don't meant to be goal-oriented. The way my brain is wired I really can't stand sometimes, but it's part of the rubble that God is helping me to sift through.
this is a journey that God has you on. Let Him do his work in you and in your marriage at the same time. I'll be praying for you.